An Intro .........

Finally I am starting to write blogs . It is one of the most tempting longing of mine since past 2 years but that time I had different views about what to write and their is a drastic change of situation from that time to present .I first started blogging back in year 2006 when I had created a blog names LIFE OF A COMMON MAN IN INDIA in which I had described how a common man suffers in his daily life, all his grievances for the system . But I soon left blogging don't know why probably due to my habit of procrastination . This bad habit always made me pay but still I am unable to get past it .
Anyways my main motto of blogging will be learning new words of English and then to apply them here so as to have a good command on them . Apart from this I want to enhance my writing abilities , to become more creative , to interact with outer world , and to share my views .Hitherto my english is not very good and I still fumbles in grammar but I hope I will improve by blogging . Anyways I am gonna use first few posts of mine more as an e-diary because I want to write all the up and downs in this past 3 years which has influenced my life and demeanour compare to any other era has done. Past 3 years have completely changed my perspective about things and the way I used to contemplate . Some may say that by doing this you are trapping your self into past . You should be free from past and look towards the future . But as per me no one in this world can be free from his past . Past always hovers our thought and mind . Daily when we go to bed we don't think about that we have to sleep now . All the happenings of the whole day just runs like a cinema in our mind and we think that " Alas ! i must have done this or I must have to say this to him/her " . I don't know about others but at least this kind of things happens with me . One should always keep his past in front of him so as to analyze his mistakes and rectify them for a better future .
I am writing these things of past cause I don't want to repeat those mistakes which I have already committed in future and I wish when I will see my blog after 10 years I would probably laugh that at a time in my life I had become so helpless so depressed that I was unable to sort out a good way for me . Life just seems to be a perpetual punishment which is going to wreck my soul throughout . Anyways I am able to get hold of this situation . But still I am not standing where I think I am suppose to stand .
Lastly I want to thank one of my former class mate who encouraged me to write this blog . Truly confessing I am writing blog to ape him . I think envy always led to progress if you know how to deal with it . You can go ahead either by making your opponent down or by increasing your level to go ahead of him .